The Breadth of What is Felt
The Enormity of The Pain of Loss
The Vastness and Desolation
The Starkness of Envy
The Remarkableness of Longing
The Summation of Eternity
For What does a man Profit; but inherit, in the World To Come, if not his truest, most unabashed and sincerest wanton and agonising desire; need…for the one he was born to become one with? For the one he has always loved, with profoundest sincerity, and will always love, so much deeper—so much more, than any other man comprehensively could? Are we allotted but one wish to be actualised? Mine, is to have the greatest love, pain and bane, of creation’s crescent, I have ever known…mine, is to have embracement with the one I have loved beyond all others., throughout eternities of eternities…
Lord Adonai, Christos, grant me one thing: a fleeting moment with her., insomuch, my life would be fulfilled, and my heart complete…